Friday, July 22, 2011


It has been a while since I last posted, but that is because my vacation is only now ending. In that amount of time people I know have changed, In this short month I have lost more friends than I have gained. Friends that meant a lot to me. I am unable to express how grateful I am that at least a few people read and even understand the messages that I am attempting to express. Thank you for supporting me by reading this blog, I only post because of the support from you. :) Till next time.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Freedom is Flawed

We view freedom as we see it.
Freedom is defined as exemption from external control, interference, regulation.
The power to determine action without restraint.
How is our freedom judged,
is it by power, by money, by hope, by justice, by laws, by our government.
Everyone's view of freedom is wrong, including my own.
Even so I know that true freedom cannot be won with fighting,
freedom cannot be found with any piece of today's technology,
freedom cannot be bought with any amount of money.
Freedom is a flawed system, I wish that one day we can all see freedom as it was intended.

Loss of Hope

Hope is something we live for, 
Life is a huge privilege,
a privilege, that we attempt to take from others,
wars, thefts, raids, hatred, terrorism, crime,
these have all ended for some, in the loss of the privilege to live,
who are we to decide what is right and what is wrong,
killing for the greater good causes greater harm,
harm stirs the emotions inside of us to act in a way we would not before.
Life is something freely given. It is given to us by God,
yet for some reason it is us that take from others when it was graciously given.
Now we so greedily take.

Monday, June 6, 2011

Love sucks

I like a few girls but when i try to find out if they like me I am always asked who I like. I am too embarrassed and afraid to admit it. If I ever do it will only be to you. Your fear is that I will say no, my fear is what I do not know. Please tell me please let me feel included in this life. I have been kept on the outside edge for too long. But you wont leave out the middleman.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

The pain of death

Death will be forever present,
whether we like it or not,
there are things in this life that aren't worth it,
never forget that it can happen to anyone.
Life is where we feel pain sorrow and grief,
but joy and comfort are forever shinning through.
Please never forget this,
I hope you never need to feel the pain,
I hope that you are smart enough not to cause it.
The things in life that kill us are the ones hardest to escape.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

The act of living

Living my life every day,
in fear not wanted to be discouraged
to afraid to ask because of the fear of what she might say,
knowing that I could have the courage,
but you take my breath away.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

The Realization In Life

Life is a mass of unknown mysteries,
We are a mass of lost beings.
Never allow yourself to fall,
for the gain of another.
Realize that all you need is those you love,
live each day like you won't live another.
Live life because for now you can't live another.